Breakaway.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Please text me who you really are my dearest person who tagged me at my tagboard.

Every promises you've made, I remember.

Every moment we had together, I reminisce.

Tell me it is easy to let it go?

Its been two months you've gone my dear.

' Broken heart cannot be fixed. No matter how many times you try there is still
broken bits of pieces of it. Chose your partner wisely, I don't want your heart
to be broken again'

I remember this, every time I kept thinking of you.

Am I a fool to listen to your words all this while.

Yanaaaa stop thinking of all these stuff, its been nearly gna be a month you sick.

You just got to get well at this moment, I hope I will cause I'm know I'm the type of girl simply easily to fall ill.

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I love Akid Hotstuff!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Akid Hotstuff thanks for the Birthday Treat to Night Safari, awesome.

I love you, thanks aye my dear.

& thanks for the birthday wish from all my dearests.

Love ya!

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You said brokenheart cant be fixed.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Its not the way I chose to live,but its already over.

I miss and love you like I used to, memories still with me.

I still love you, baby.

I'll be on hiatus for now, concentrating on my End Of Year.

Thanks.

Lots of love,

Yours Truly.

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SAA<3

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Thanks for the wonderful day, I love it! I really do.
*smiles* Didn't I expect to spent time with you. Still, I love it no matter
what. You know what? I love you very much to the effing core, I'm not kidding
you. I could not believe it myself, meeting you up. Hahaha, its wonderful. The
best day ever! Your the sweetest person I've meet and I'm loving it. Haha,
i love the gold black thang, tengok laa siapa choose for you! Muahaha. Your face
was so eager to try it on, aink! And we off to movie watch the Alien in the
Attic. Funny movie, haha. But very short timing an hour plus? Bodoh pe. Then
setupid cold war came my body and there you go, I had a high fever right in
front of you. Yes, it setupid plus I've got a call from Mama and I need to go
home asap! So you send me home through a cabby, thanks! I'm sorry I really feel
guilty. Your sweet, you lend me your shoulder holding me tight when I'm in cold.
You know I'm sick with my bad cough and sore throat. You let me sleep on your
shoulder and I feel much better. Your like my personal nurse, hahaha. But bad
news came by, eh. You know I know. I'm sorry I can't follow you tomorrow.
Pathetic kan I ? Kay, I officially missing you effing core ): Thanks for
fetching me and sending me home all the way, and your presence I just love
it! Thanks baby, thank you very much. I love you!

I just got a blood test, it is so painful. Aku ni dah laa setulang ehhh lagi kene blood test, like what people call me.

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Friday, September 4, 2009

Love
Your relationship success and happiness must be earned with earnest efforts.

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Do you know this facebook horoscope thang just cheer my night up.

Hahaha like what Akid Misran said 'Yana your a lover girl' *keningupdown* Hahaha, Akid pun lover boy what. Hahaha, kite gang (: Anw thanks for the songs you've been sending me lately, I'm so loving it luh. You have a great taste on the songs, hahah. Your taste are just like mine, i love the song especially Roberta Flack song, it melts my heart totally mahn! (:

Okay enough said, I'm unhappy with my Mother Tongue result, it may haves error on the computer scheme. Suppose to get MT an A1 same with hannah, but i don't know this computer key in ours as C5, pathetic uh! I'm freaking unhappy. Its a big difference and a big impact, h e l l o ! I demand a change mahn. Tell me what do you get when 45 divide by 60 = [ans] then [ans] x 100 = [latest ans] Tell me why I get C5 ehhhhhh, alamak tak puas hati uh .

I'm sick right now. Had flu, sore throat and slight fever. Oh my god, I so hate it. I'm down with this sick back, the last time I've been sick was the whole of June, I look damn pale, right? Those who take caire of me knows.

Okay, I'm now enjoying the music. I'm so addicted and beating to the groove at my room. *grins*

I've replied yr tags here my dear (:
Azli
- Hahaha, ader luh. Tu previous post, jangan dihiraukan kay. Tak penting.
Azhari
- A big no-no! Even if you organise, I'm gna run for my life. Hahaha, suay you know I get. Dah laa hari tu kene so damn rabak than Amir, mangkuk betul! Hahaha.
Mysara
-Yupyup, I've accepted you my dear.

whats the need of others, when I got you. *grins*

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

I never told you I am angry with you, though at times you asked me am i mad at you. I lied to you, yes I did. I don't want any further arguments between you and me. I shall not named your name here, I want it to be confidential. Its actually the person I message always, obviously its you. Sometimes, I really wonder what are you doing. You seemed so busy, but I did not questioned you. You and your trainings, I don't mind. That's your schedule and your hobbies, I'm fine with it. Never mind, you must have been wondering what am I trying to convey to you through what I said earlier on. Maybe if you clever enough to know my heart well, maybe you know the reasons. Called me sensitive, if you think I am. I'm girl, what do you expect. I wait for your text messages for hours at times, till I fall asleep. I know your busy and I can't change the fact. I'm happy went I bumped into you the other day. It makes me over the moon, the whole day. Your presence makes me smile non-stop. I wish we could meet each other. Hahah, but fat hope thats what wonder my mind, its true right? Whatever, I just got to accept the fact.

I wanna on the phone with you but I'm afraid to ask you.
I wanna hear your voice, to missed those rasa rindu.
I just need you by my side, I miss you badly.
Main point, I miss you badly !
All my words can be absurd, ignore this.
Bye!

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Monday, August 31, 2009

I do not have the mood to blog, but since Akino has been asking me to update my blog, I shall do it for the sake of my readers then.

Since my tagboard is too small, I just wanna tell this passerby also known as wonderer.
You asked me why do I look good o n l y in pictures?
I suggest you asked god, he created me and I don't seem to have the problem with my looks. I know I don't have the good looks in real life and in pictures, I admit. but I don't really care because looks does not really much concern me. No use having great looks with evil heart. See what I mean.
Anyway, why ask me this type of typical questions.I've answered your question I guess you should answered me who are you. I'm not angry with you okay, I just wanna know who are you.

Oh why bother, I got better things to do. Hahaha. How stupid, I got meeting tmr with my group on our proposal early in the morning. Shit, you know I'm a bit lazy to wake up early just for this.

Birthday bash with my winky was a-w-e-s-o-m-e, I get the terrible bashed by Azhari.
Much more terrible than what Amir the birthday boy gets, my hair was full of flour so is my whole body. My eyes hurts thanks to Azhari, contact lens almost drop off. Clean it up in the toilet wash it off and I am all wet with water, macam baru mandi.

Saw brudder88 as soon I finish cleaning myself up asked suhairi to help me text atiqah up since I'm still cleaning my hair. (sorry) Apologies to Atiqah for been late ending up your the one who come here. But then I went home early, due to my dirty hair. I need a shower.

ACES day was the best show I had overall for my secondary life. The teachers were funny and I could not stop laughing watching them doing their skit. Hilarious to the max, a nerd, two bullies, a smart-aleck, a emo, a shy, a too enthusiatic, kind of student.

//edit//
I want that pink adidas slippers.
I want that pink van shoes.
I want that dress too.
Hahahahaha, okay dream on.
//edit//

Sometimes my eyes get jealous about my heart.
Why is this so?
Cause you always remain close to my heart but far from my eyes.
And this show that, I really miss you!

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Friday, August 28, 2009

Hahaha, random picture drawn by me.

I don't really know whats up with me, always unhappy, ain't having pms uh.
Nevermind, at least I don't have anymore anger management, I don't flare up anymore.
Imma a good girl, no more baddies.

Friday is the best day ever among the seven days, why? Basically we're going home early due to friday prayers for the malay guys, as if they go. Who cares. I got to go home early and did my housechore and homework, off to my relaxing time. I don't have to do it till night which makes me super duper tired as result of no homework done.

Today was a bore not really, after school ends had some meetings with Mrs Lee on the FInland buddies. Again, I was chosen. Stupid, I was given three buddies with Jiada. And they had this makan session in the end, I and Rahayu will bring back those foods since we're fasting, great! Will be skipping lessons till recess meaning only going to study maths and poa. Back home clean up, wash clothes, cook rice and etc.

Chat up with Rain ah Rain and Akino after doing housechores. Breakdown for a moment, when I heard the news from Khan, I almost wanna cry but cause I fast I didn't holding back tears. Text up and he say he was fine nothing happen. See, his just trying to covered it up. Oh well, whatever I should not be sad like what Akino said to me, don't be sad okay.

Thought of going out but everyone busy end up online chat up with bogey and boncet. Hahaha, I was laughing when they tease each other, teehee. Today didn't bother to go out, kino knows how bored I was at home, kept telling Kino I'm bored. Biler aku free, korang busy. Biler aku busy, korang free. baik punye eh korang! Binget tau! Fed up actually, I and Kino already kept wanting to go out but the rest hilang ke mana pun tak tahu.

Offline and find my bed while waiting to computer to shut down. Guess what I slept without the fan on, perspiring. Wake up knowing its like 3omins before breakfast. Rush to the kitchen and heat up meals and prepared all the dishes. Lastly after eating, went cleaning up all the dishes.

Watch tv for awhile, then off it since every shows was a bore. Off online chat with my hotstuff Akid Misran. Now talking to him was fun and funny. Playing teka-teki. hahah, i like. His so friendly (:

Stars are seen together, yet they're so far apart.
Me and you may not always meet up.
But we're linked from heart to heart.
I love you baby.

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

I'm feeling oh-so down today. And yeah, I cried for various reasons. Wrote it almost everywhere be it msn or twitter except for my facebook. I don't know who to go to and cry on. Don't ask me why/what, go figure it yourself I won't tell you whats my problem.

That rainy person is busy, don't even had time to talk/chat with me let alone meeting you up with the brudder88. That rainy persons' prepaid low, fat hope on getting a response from him thru sms/calls. Don't talk about brudder88, I don't even contact with them anymore. ):

Like I say to Kino, if not for Ojack who told me about today's plan I guess I wont even know about it and maybe will be too dumb to go to the library and find you people. Whatever, like you guys care . Kite ini apalah kan ain't a part of brudder88 what. I thank Ojack, Zee and Kino who always keep in contact with me especially Kino and Ojack, thank you.
I did not go basically I had no mood and most probably daddy won't allowed me even if he would I won't go, I still do not have the mood to go.

I only manage to kept in contact with Kino and Ojack. I miss my baby, Nurul Atiqah Razali.
She did not update her blog, I miss her very very very very much, my 8years twin. Where have you gone baby, its been weeks I heard news from you. I miss you. Lots of things to share to you, booooooo):

Your phone got confiscated, I could not sms you at all. I wonder how, shall we communicate with each other. I wonder how, you know I know only. I won't mention it here because it is none of you people busybody business. Hmph, I'm so so so sad ):
When will you get back you phone, I wanna you to sms me back like you used to.

I passed all except English and Amaths by pathetic two marks ): How saddening.
Got distinction for Malay and also POA. I have gotten B3 for Science and CHumans. B4 for Emaths, which supposing to be B3.I'm satisfied with the passes but not failures. Strictly unhappy I fail by pathetic two marks. Still, syukur alhamdulillah.
I've just got to buck up then for EOY.

Yours Truly;
I ain't angry with you baby.

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Alhamdulillah

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I'm too hyper today failing to keep quiet today thanks to my partners, enthusiastic .
Great, sitting arrangement has been changed back to sitting with my dearest Sholihiin and Azli, I don't regret sitting with them.

Its far off better than sitting by index number alone at the back in the hot condition. Not really alone, but we're sitting apart.
Just my luck for getting 19 for my index number, sitting behind was very stuffy.

I really thought I'm gonna flunk my Physic and Chemistry paper badly, especially Chemistry since I messed up my last page formulas. Boo! But turned out I did great in both paper, alhamdulillah .

If not wrong I get B3 for Science *clapclap* I went crazy mad women when I get back my Chemistry paper, overjoy! Hehehe, I love Ms Hariyani. I could get better and get A2 for my Chemistry because I got careless I only get around B3 ): Nevermind, syukur alhamdulillah I pass my both Science.

I'm only currently waiting for my CombHumans and also my POA paper. I'm already setting high hopes that I'm gna get at least B3 for my POA or maybe higher, teehee. I don't know how about Humans, teacher didn't even tell us if overall we pass or fail. So I'm not really putting such high hopes on Chumans.

I fail my English by pathetic few marks, teacher gonna help me in trying to get my marks a at least pass. Hopefully I can, if not dream on! I'm gna retain back sec 3, see the criteria sungguh menyedihkan.

Both Emaths and Amaths I fail by pathetic 2 and 1 marks respectively. ): Infact I did well in Emaths but because the teacher minus my marks on Emaths causing me to fail ): Shit. But I really hope my portfolio help me pass my Emaths.

I should have done better, I guess I was too careless. There's no turning back. No use on regretting. I just gotta buck up on my Maths and English especially. Hopefully I did well on End Of Year or else I'm gonna retain back ): Bismilla Hirrahma Nirrahim.

I'm glad I did well on Malay and hopping to get much more better marks and check my grammar properly. I could have score a better A1 but I guess I had no time to do it. Nevermind at least I did well as Hannah. Kite jiwe Sancheqxz larh seyy.

My pray and hardwork do paid off.
Dear God, terima kasih (:

Baby, I love you.

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